| TO ASHIE AND ANYONE ELSE WHO BRINGS HER DOWN.. |
[22 Mar 2005|12:34am] |
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alright...FIRST OFF: CONGRATS TO MY "PARTNER IN CRIME" ASHIE...
~>gurrrl...ur the best. congrats on getting into UCLA !!!! I AM SOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!! YOU DESERVE IT!!! I KNOW YOU HAVE GREAT POTENTIAL AND YOU CAN REACH FOR ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO.
~> SECOND OF ALL:
to those people who think that my friend doesn't deserve it....you're all pricks. lol. im not kidding. (i'll use that word rather than something else)
just because she might not have been as up to par with other people....doesn't mean that she doesn't deserve it. don't put her down and make her feel terrible because you're surprised with how the educational system works. it's how it is. you do not know her!! you don't know half the things that she's been through. and...she may have experienced more things in her 17 yrs of living than you may experience at the peak of your adult lives!! so..don't judge her or belittle her.even if you may have had more impressive grades and a longer list of activities on your application..doesn't make her less important than anyone else out there!!
she has great potential and im glad that ucla saw it. yes, other poeple are also qualified-but other people were meant to go on a different path. and this is ashley's path. so let her stick to it. because i know that the longer she's on it- she can prove you wrong. she's just as good as anyone else out there.
you know who you are.
don't be cynical and immature.
don't be a hypocrite.
if anyone else wants to say something to her..or about her....then talk to me.
CONGRATS ASHELY NUNEZ!!!! ME AND SHELLY ARE REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!!
I'LL SEE YOU IN UCLA!!
S.A.G FOREVER!!
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| my fear is coming true.. |
[20 Mar 2005|11:09am] |
i've always feared that i'd be a failure in life..
and ..this is one of the closest moments in my life that i actually feel like im a FAILURE.
and its scary and it hurts.
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[02 Mar 2005|11:57am] |
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first of all : this post was from one of my friend's LJ and she wanted to make it perfectly clear to this other person that the world doesn't revolve around them!!! and that my friend is not obsessed with that person---that person is being a total jerk to my friend and they had better stop!!! so this is to YOU...(you know who you are)
here's her post form her LJ..and im clarifying it even more on mine::::
"okay...soOo i reaLLy don't like seLf cEnTerEd pPL!!! not everything is about you...soOo dont think i cry and cut myeself because of you!! its not!!! you dont kno anything about me or anything that happened to me..soOo dont be assuming its all about you. im not obsessive...its not like i freakin talk about you every freakin second of mye life...i dont follow you around...i dont want to like you...i just happen to, which i dont understand either...eventuaLLy iLL get over you...its just not today. im not a freak or wut you call "UNNORMAL"...telling ppl that im obsessed with you is just really stoopid...cuz im not!
...im not trying to be rude, its just the truth...
i really did not want to make a big deal about anything, cuz it's really not my thing...but i just want you to know the truth frm me and not anyone else."
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| MYSPACE!! |
[17 Feb 2005|11:38am] |
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i have a myspace account..i've had it for awhile..but i nvr updated it...so...
ya...my email add is arentiagem@yahoo.com on it.
iono how 2 wrk somethings..so ya....add me!!!
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[10 Feb 2005|11:27am] |
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i went out to buy juz a pair of shoes and i cracked...
~ stretch teal tank from A&F
~ stretch white tank from a&f
~ white long sleeve mini top from a&f
~ destroyed and torn jeans from a&f
~ pants from a&e
~ pink flip flops from a&e
~ baby blue flip flops form a&e
~ silver and white guess sports shoes
~ tommy hilfiger white,green,and pink sport shoes
~ black converse
~ pink converse
~ scents from bath and body
~ guess sunglasses
~ roxy trucker hat
~ jewelry!!!
~ dark tan uggs
wow..i think i spent a lot of money. my bhe sent me text messages..
evrything went great. im also dropping math class-it's waaaay too early!!!
aite...gotta sleep. i got classes and then work.
{i might have a problem...}
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| so far so good.. |
[04 Feb 2005|08:30am] |
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i got a car...
i got promoted..
all im missing is *YOU*...
other than that--life is great
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| just a thought.. |
[28 Jan 2005|11:49am] |
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funny how much drama can erupt or elaborated through LJ....
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[27 Jan 2005|03:54am] |
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haha...day off. i thought i was working today. called in to make sure since i couldn't find my sked.
odn't havta work..feels good.d i finally havea day off.
what to do??!!?
who wants to go out and chill?
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| holy crapperz! |
[24 Jan 2005|09:55am] |
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whoa..im sooo tired..you have no idea. i worked eight hours straight-standing up-walking around. you'd think people would get tired of smoothies...but nope-soo not it.
so i worked my ass of today and steph (our manager) decided to order pizza for everyone. so ya..we pigged out. haha. coz me annie (LEROUX!!!!) worked since early am to late afternoon. i barely had time for my break. i love where i work. our team is so great.
-jeff...(fine the tc scion!!)
-annie...(jambaskets leroux!!)
-iris....(o no..where'd the boost go)
-steph...(hold..wait a minute..lemme out a boost in it!)
-keith...(uhh..duh!)
-jamaal..(he's not my bf!!)
-adam....(chick chikiboom chikiboom)
-jamie...(omg!he's sooo hot!!burns!)
-dustin...(don't leave!it's forbidden!)
-jin....(dont mess..)
hhahaha.there's way too many of us. the rookies rock right now. we really needed some new pplz.
what else has been up?! O YA...MY BOYFRIEND'S TEAM WONT HE CHAMPIONSHIPS AND NOW THEY'RE GOING TO THE NATIONALS!!! WHOOP WHOOP!!!(IM SO PROUD OF YOU BABY!)
and...i've been going car shopping. my mom is stuck on getting a toyota corolla. so-i guess that's what im getting. iono?!
and....im going to a basketball game tues or wed-owner's box baby. it's great coz im friend's wit these guys who know the owner of the lakers. so ya. im excited for that.
and---------dum da da dummmm-----what am i gonna do with stalkers? how do i get rid of them? reply asap por favor ...
aite..im gonna go sleep coz i've been working practically the whole day and im working out tomorrow. see ya..
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[21 Jan 2005|07:47am] |
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sadness...
the one inevitable emotion everyone expereicnes at least once..and yet-more than once- in their life.
inescapable.
exactly why i never let myself get too happy...because i know it will all come crashing down on me. one minute-everything is wonderful and happy.....the next-a world turned upside down and inside out.
vulnerability...
damn it...i wanna take out all my frustration and anger and all my sadness on something physical. but i can't..
so-i'll bottle it up. i have been pretty good at doing that for the past 18 years. i can be called an expert regarding buried emotions/feelings. blah blah blah...yes i know it's unhealthy. who cares-we all die sometime. what does hiding how you really feel do? on my part- it helps me build up that big wall around me so i won't get hurt again.
so i think im gonna continue building up that wall of mine. dont try to read into me anymore. just get out.
im done with you.
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[16 Jan 2005|11:23am] |
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i've had this idea in my head that we'd grow up together,graduate together, be friends forever..basically. life's ironic..
i feel like since i've been gone..all the things that i maintained while i was here is all gone. or it's slowly going away. my friendships for one thing...
it's funny how i always felt like we'd be best friends forever.....for some reason-i feel like there's this rift betwen us now. i remember before when we had probs and we'd be there for each other at any time. middle of the night,early morning,middle of class...whatever..but always there. and we'd talk on the phone evryday and be on for hours. you'd always call and ask for advice or just tell me bout ur latest problem..mainly a crush..or new funny moment. we'd go out and hang out or just chill my house watching tv and ordering pizza.
it feels so long ago. when i left one year ago..i knew i was saying bye to my childhood...but i didnt know i was saying bye to our friendship also. i guess you've been a huge part of my childhood.and now that i left it behind and moved on..i guess you went with it. coming back here..i assumed things would be like before. but to be honest..it's like we're two different people. we rarely talk. we dont hang out as much-barely ever. we dont have our "moments" we just have our own lives. you dont confide in me..you dont call or ask for advice..and you do things different from before. as if...ur the twin of my best friend that i never knew. and i feel like we're so distant from each other now that-i can't confide in you anymore. like in will and grace,when grace got married and they said "we lost our mojo.." (lol)
no matter what you say...no matter how much you insist...this is how it is now:
we have always said..sisters forever...best friends forever...all that stuff that kids say when they're naive and young. but we both grew up. i grew up..and so did you. and we have grown apart. as much i try to deny it and find a way to keep it like before..i have to face the fact that it will never be the same.
it's sad because you've always been the one constant in my life. you've always been there..always to keep my secrets..to tell me the truth..to laugh and cry with me..to get mad at me when im being stupid or give me advice.
but if there's one thing that i have learned in this whole "growing up" thing..change is inevitable. even "change" itself changes.
and i guess we're just part of the process.all our plans and dreams and hopes..it's all changed.
we've grown up.grown apart. and i guess this is my time to bow out gracefully and finally admit the hard facts of life. we've changed and so has our friendship.
bittersweet.
so-i've come to learn to accept it now. there's no use denying or hoping things will go back to "normal" any longer.
it's sad how the greatest friendships can also change....
i'll be seeing you someday.
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| sun is finally out!!! |
[13 Jan 2005|09:19am] |
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we talked for so long again..and i miss that.
i feel like you're my only real best friend right now...
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TEN random things about me:
10. I love alternative/punk rock music now
09. I take really good care of my hair
08. I can't go anywhere without lip gloss
07. I have a weakness for jeans...im a shop-a-holic (abercrombie,hollister,roxy,american eagle,adidas,seven,dollhouse...etc..)
06. I love basketball
05. I procrastinate although i like to clean and organize..lol
04. I love the alias,any military movie, and shows that show girls kicking ass..shows that also make me think
03. I love the color blue, but im starting to like black and pink
02. I wanna be on the real world/road rules show
01. I'm so in love with my bf (husband basically, but not technically...haha..remember?!)
NINE ways to win my heart:
09. humor
08. understanding(includes being a good listener)
07. protective
06. sweet...but not too sweet
05. exciting
04. ambitious
03. weird..like me!!..haha
02. caring(includes being considerate to me and others)
01. intelligent
EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
08. have a family
07. watch my kids grow up hopefully grandchildren too..
06. be on a tv show
05. Travel the world
04. be a successful career woman..lawyer..person
03. extreme things(Sky dive,rapelling,white water rafting,mountain climbing,mountain biking,bunjee jumping..etc)
02. invent something that can change the world
01. die knowing that i did everything i coulda done...die happy and fulfilled and accomplished
SEVEN ways to annoy me:
07. interrupt me while im talking
06. planning something and not going thru w/ it
05. making promises you don't intend to keep
04. people who push other people's button intentionally
03. smoking
02. can't stand fake people!!
01. I HATE LIARS!!!
SIX things I believe in:
06. God
05. Love-(i believe in us..and that we're gonna make this work...however far we are from each other)
04. My mama
03. my friends
02. karma
01. that every thing happens for a reason-fate
FIVE things I'm afraid of:
05. spiders!!!
04. not being successful as a career woman,woman,and person = failure
03. never achieving my dreams
02. being alone
01. not being loved in return and letting people get too close(trusting people)
FOUR of my favorite things:
04. strawberry lip gloss
03. dolce&gabana perfume and bath and body works stuff
02. reading and writing anything and everything
01. my photo albums..my pics..coz i can reminisce and remember the good times
THREE things I do everyday:
03. talk to my baby
02. write
01. crunches/workout
TWO things I want to do right now:
02. workout/shoot hoops
01. be with my baby
ONE person I want to see right now:
01. BAM!!!..i love you bhe!
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[05 Jan 2005|10:18am] |
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we're not together physically right now,
but in heart and mind...i will always be
here for you.
fate means that evrything happens for a
reason. and im glad fate showed you to
me so that i can feel what it's like to
know that you are my reason ..for
everything. reason to live..and
learn.reason to be happy. reason to
continue on..even if there's so many
obstacles.
so..im glad fate brought me to you-or
you to me. either way...i've found my
reason for everything.
thanks baby..
"happy monthsary-jan 1,2005"
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i think i'm sad
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| happy new year to me.. |
[01 Jan 2005|04:15pm] |
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stitch : ths is odd kc dpat pg mlau ang luv mo nwwla ung luv mo pero sakin kahit mlau ka lalo kita minamahal every single day!!!
stitch : as in!!!
stitch : thanks so much baby....
arentiagem: aww..no problem sweety...i just want u 2 knw how much u mean 2 me.
stitch : i loveyou...
arentiagem: its just simle things..i thought u knew that already
arentiagem: i love you too..
stitch : mhal n mhal kita bhe!!!
arentiagem : :'-(
stitch : awww baby dont cry!!!
arentiagem : long-distance relationship kze eh.ndi ako snay. kinakaya ko lng. but i wont give up.promise ko un syo.ur the stronger one kze eh..
stitch : oh yea... thank god i went up that bus!!!
arentiagem: huh?
stitch : thank god i went
stitch : up that bus to meet you..
stitch : ijust wannagiveyou a big kiss right now
HAPPY MONTHSARY...hehe...miss you and love you too..
note: proposal???? NC..
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| i think i have an addiction.... |
[30 Dec 2004|01:07am] |
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i think i have an addiction...
ima shop-a-holic. i swear. i keep wanting to go shopping. i wanna buy some pinl uggs, some guess sunglasses, casual shoes, jeans from a&f and a&e again and some seven jeans. new and cute underwear. sweatshirts from a&f and a&e. shirts from hollister. new earrings...dvd's-friends,alias,gilmore girls,american pie 1-3, lotr,action comedy adn drama movies. the maroon 5,yellowcard,taking back sunday, jojo, gwen stefani's new cd, alicia keys cd...makeup...
damn....
i love having money...
but i seriously don't wanna go shopping by myself.
who is a shopaholic like me?! LET'S GO...
im not playing...
let's meet up and spend money...
and chill..and i wanna see a movie.
anyone wanna go..call me up and let me know.or leave me a message here.
1ST STEP COMPLETED= ADMITTING YOUR PROBLEM...
I AM A SHOPAHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| TO ALL LAB FACULTY |
[23 Dec 2004|12:47am] |
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where can i start? FIRST OFF-IM SAYING THIS BECAUSE IT'S WHAT I'VE WANTED TO SAY FOR A LONG TIME. AND I WANT OTHER PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND. I DONT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE-I JUST MEAN TO SPEAK THE TRUTH. I THINK ..AS STUDENTS OF LAB... YOU SHOULD KNOW. AND AS FACULTY MEMBERS:YOU NEED TO BE MORE AWARE OR AT LEAST AWAKENED FROM YOUR ACTIONS...
since this is my journal..and i don't go to LAB anymore. i can say whatever i want. freedom of speech-the power of everyone's rights. and rights don't seem to apply to anyone who goes to Los Angeles Baptist Jr/Sr High.
***no one has the right to privacy!!!
no one has the right to talk to their friends without a teacher listening in on their conversation!!
no one has the right to keep their personal life-PERSONAL!!!****
and...what makes it worse is : YOU PEOPLE PROCLAIM YOU'RE CHRISTIANS!!! THAT IS TOTAL BULL!!
*****ABOUT STUDENT'S RIGHTS AND PRIVACY********
YOU'RE ALL DESPICABLE WEAK JUDGEMENTAL UNINTELLIGIBLE HYPOCRITES WHO PRETEND TO CARE. DESPICABLE: because you're like parasites who search out the newest most juiciest gossip on every student walking in the school. you say that it's for their own good that you find out what happens to them-but does that give you a valid right and excuse to read their LIVEJOURNAL ENTRIES?! hell no! WEAK: cuz you all are just as susceptible as other people to listening to gossip-but-since you say you're "Christians" -YOU SHOULD ALSO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO RESIST IT AND STOP IT. BUT NO-YOU DON'T DO SHIT! you actually listen in..and then you judge...and when you feel it's just right-that's when you butt in and give your "Advice"-because that is the "Christian" thing to do. YA RIGHT!!! you do it either coz you can get more out of it for yourself, make yourself feel better...and make it seem like you really do have compassion-like you PROCLAIM you do. JUDGEMENTAL: you see one thing or hear one thign about someone and then judge them for it as if that's their entire personality.yet-youdon't even take your time to get to know them better.do christians do that?i don't think so! UNINTELLIGIBLE: intelligent people DO NOT thrive and seek out other people's miseries.so don't count yourself in the intelligent batch. HYPOCRITES: you preach one thing and do the COMPLETE OPPOSITE!! find yourself in the dictionary..i think you're name and picture is right next to this word.
****ABOUT THE FUNERALS:***
YOU CAN'T EVEN SHOW UP TO A FRIKIN FUNERAL...hmm...Jonny Kim's and Nick Roth!!! (except Ms. Harriton and Mr. Choi!) WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE YOU!?? YOU PROCLAIM TO HAVE COMPASSION...YOU HAVE NONE. YOU CAN'T EVEN SHOW UP TO A STUDENT'S OWN FUNERAL?! wow..that's soo hard..considering that at least one of you had Jonny as a student. yet..no one took their time off from doing whatever and went to his funeral. were you too busy praying? were you eating at some nice restaurant?! GAWD....you're no where near Chrisitanity. YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO BEFRIEND US IN SCHOOL BECAUSE YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE OBLIGATED TO. that's the only reason. Cos.if you guys fuck up beign our teachers-then the school is screwed and shut down for having incompetent teachers who don't care. YOU GUYS DONT CARE!!! IF YOU DID...YOU'D TAKE TIME TO SHOW THE STUDENTS THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THEM AND WANT TO COMFORT THEM FOR THEIR PAIN. BUT I THINK..YOU THRIVE OFF of THEIR PAIN. IT'S NEW GOSSIP IN YOUR TEACHER'S LOUNGE. IT'S SOMETHING THAT YOU WILL PRAY ABOUT ONE MINUTE..AND THE NEXT..YOU TLAK ABOUT AS IF IT WAS THE LATEST NEWS OUT IN GOSSPI CENTRAL!! c'mon-it's someone's funeral..and you don't even show up?! you're supposed to be the one's setting the example..yet you can't even show some sort of sorrow. whatever....all i can say is :YOU'RE ALL HYPOCRITES!!
******ABOUT THE TRICKS AND LIES******
FOR ONE THING...I KNOW I DID LEARN SOMETHING FROM LAB-NEVER TO TRUST THE TEACHERS!! ESPECIALLY CHEV AND MRS. WOO! personal story....hmm..when me and jehlam were going out (a logn time ago) and some idiot reported jeh in for "sexually harassing" me..and beigna bad bf. no! idiots! and the teachers decided they'd spin that off and say that he grabbed be sometimes and pushe me agiasnt the locker...and was acutally physically hurting me. so...mrs. woo calls me in and asks me if that's true. i tell her no way. so she says:ok..i'll explain it to mr. chev. so im thinking evrything is cool. i didn't know that chev was tlaking to jeh at that time and jeh leaves b4 me. so i get called in to chev's office. he asks the same thing:if he's physically hurting me. i say no. and he says alright thanks. later on...i see jehlam's mom. and she's pissed off. and she's like "why did you tell chev that jehlam harasses you?!!" and im like "wtf?! i nvr said that." she says "well..theyc alled me up adn said that you admitted to them." FUCKERs!!!! YOU'RE LIARS!!!!
YOU LIE ABOUT ONE THING...JUST TO SEEK OUT YOUR "MISSION IN LIFE." YOU DO IT SO THAT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU FULFILLED YOUR PURPOSE OF "HELPING" OTHERS. YOU DON'T HELP. YOU LIE ADN TRICK ALL THOSE STUDENTS INTO THINKING THAT YOU'RE HELPING THEM WHEN YOU'RE NOT. IT MAKES YOU FEEL SELF-RIGHTEOUS!!! WELL..YOU'RE NOT!!! YOU'RE JUST AS LOW-LIFE AS THE PERSON WHO DRESSES UP LIKE A BUM JUST TO GET MONEY FOR HIS FAMILY OR HIMSELF. IT'S ALL LIES!
THEN...YOU READ OUR LJ'S?! HOPING TO DIG UP SOMETHING ELSE ABOUT US....DISGUSTING!! you like reading those lj's just to see what new gossip is in town. what's the new thing that you can present to the teacher's lounge or to a meeting? "yes..today i'd like to discuss about praying for ------ because blah blah blah.." then you intervent and say that it's for their own good. bullcrap! you do it bcoz you just want to show that you're doign what you're supposed to be doing. YOU DO IT TO BETTER YOUR SELF-WORTH.haha...HOW PATHETIC!!
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT WHATSOEVER TO PERSONALLY RESEARCH OR INTERVENE OR "PLOT" WAYS TO "CATCH" A STUDENT SO THAT YOU CAN LOOK GOOD AND MAKE THE SCHOOL LOOK GOOD. CHRISTIAN?! CHRISTIAN MY ASS!!
especially if you don't like the student..you devise ways so that they make a mistake or so that you can catch them making a mistake so that you have new reason to punish them or kick them out. low lifes!!! you're not Christians if you do that...YOU PUT UP THAT FACADE. make people look up to you.
if you're so intersted in student's lives...and all the "interesting" drama and pain and stories-write a fucking book! and GET A LIFE!!!
it's funny.when i first went to lab..i THOUGHT it was the best school. i thought it was Christian-LIKE. i thought i could trustt the teachers. I WAS SO WRONG!!! i've never experienced so much lies and fakes as i have there. adn i've never heard that many stories either. to all those who go there
im not professing to be a good christian-im just calling out those who do so..and end up hurting and pissing off the people (especially the students and teens).YOU CRITICIZE US (THEM) FOR THEIR WRONGS BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN OWN UP TO YOURS.....sad..
I KEPT GIVING LAB THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT ...BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE LJ THING AND THE LACK OF ATTENDANCE BY "CHRISTIAN TEACHERS"....IT ALL WENT OUT THE WINDOW. if you wanna teach..fine...teach...but DONT PREACH to us any longer. coz YOUR PREACHING DOESNT FOLLOW WITH YOUR ACTIONS. and you're crossing the line on RIGHTS TO PRIVACY. IT'S IN THE LAW!!!
IF YOU CAN'T EVEN FOLLOW AND LEAD BY CHRISTIAN EXAMPLE....WHY NOT FOLLOW THE LAW...or do you teachers lack the brain power to be a good American citizen also?
no excuses....LAB FACULTY-YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT TO CHRISITANITY AND THE AMERICAN LAW SYSTEM, if you can't even admit and change your ways and attitude.clean up your acts.
pray out of this one....and mind your own business..
G.K.A.P
(re-post in yours if you want...just so everyone will know)
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| RIP Jonathan Kim 9/30/87 - 12/17/04 |
[22 Dec 2004|11:49pm] |
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im so sorry to the entire Kim family...AND EVEN TO ALL HIS CLOSE FRIENDS. Steven, AShely, Brian, Shelly, Christian...and anyone else. im so sorry to all of you. but know that he is in a better place. it sounds like a cliche thing to say-but it's the best thing anyone can say. at least he's no longer in pain. never forget your times with him and always treasure it. he's always looking down on all of you.
even though i wasn't that close to him i remember him being sucha funny person. and from what i've heard about him-he was a great friend. jonny..you will be missed
note: TO ALL LAB FACULTY: I HAVE A SEPARATE JOURNAL ENTRY JUST FOR YOU...
anywyz...i love you guys so much...and these are the times that make me appreciate what i have. and it sucks it has to be this way. know that im always here....
SHELLY~ you've had the craapiest year i have ever heard of. you haven't even been on a rollercoaster-you've just been going downhill. and i wish i could comfort you in some way...but i know these are one of the things that i can't "protect" you from.we're not little kids anymore. and im sorry that someone like you has to deal with all that you have gone through. but just know...friends are always friends.best friends are always here. and sisters will never leave you..love ya soo much sis!!
ASHIE~ every year..you have remained strong for every single person taken from you. and i honestly look up to youfor that strength that you have maintained. added to tht is your mom and the things she says. you're like shelly. you deserve better. but know that you've got me and her..adn steven to always be your true friends. you may have lost someone-but you've alaso gained a better friendship with those around you. im always here ashbash. never hesitate. we've been thru so many years together.almost a whole decade (you,me, and shelly-S.A.G) and whatever other hardship or trial or new memory comes up- we'll have decades more. always here for you.
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